Ugly Wings

The pain overwhelmed me as for a few fleeting secounds as the world went black and my body was flung into a large boudler, crushing the large rock and inevitably breaking my fall.  My body was helpless to the pain.
What was I fighting for?
Slowly i get up, a angelic figure approaching me, her wings spread wide and far. A pure angel, with beautiful graceful white wings.
How disgusting.
She laughs and glares at me, her laugh venom to my ears.
"So you can still stand hmm?"
I growl and painfully get up, unsteady on my feet but i force myself to stand, my black cloak blowing in the wind.
Compared to this beautiful angel, i was ugly as hell. Though this didnt suprise me. I was never much to look at. Fallen angels never ended up looking beautiful.
Years before this, i once was a Celestial, or impure angel. My kind were always treated like shit by the pure angels, and most of us were thrown into hell. Thats what happened to me, and hell changed me.  I was no longer angel....but demon. My body was changed. I was no longer so "beautiful" i had stitching all over my body, my one eye and mouth sticthed up with red thread. I wasnt pretty at all. My body wasnt much better, but i wont get into that now.

As i get up she kicks me down and i growl more in pain, blood was already dripping down my back from the collision with the boulder. She laughs at me as i layed on the ground under her foot.

"Right look for a pathetic peice of shit like you right? Raven?"

I glare at her with death written in my eyes. Raven was my old name, the one i held when i still lived up in heaven. My lips quiver as the thread that held them together loosened.

"heh... Its quite the ugly sight i admit, seeing your face up there Rabbit"

She growls at this and kicks me around again. My body was takeing so much damage from this fight. Every punch, every cut, it hurt more and more till even her voice was hurting me; I couldnt fight back.

After what seemed like hours of constant battleing and me getting beaten to hell she finally wanted to kill me. My body was pinned against a dead tree, i breathing heavilly in discomfort and pain, my eyesight blurry from how much of my blood i had gotten in my one eye. All I could do was watch as she walked over with a holy spear in her hands.

He began yelling for her to stop, but she didnt listen.
Why did he yell?
I look over at him. The one person i love, the one i wanted to spend my life with. Watching this in complete terror. I didnt bother moveing and just gave him a weak smile.
"Dont worry.....Im fine."

She rams the spear through my chest and through my heart, and my eyes widen from how badly it hurts. The pain was nothing i had ever felt before. The pain coursed throughout my whole body, until my head dropped and my face hidden by my hair.

He screamed out and dropped to his knees. He blamed himself for this fight, though it wasnt all his fault.  Rabbit laughs and walks over to him, softly tilting his head up.

"Now your all mine Fox.... We dont need to worry about her anymore. She is a lost cause...."

My body layed limp as it bled out, my eye still partially open. Suddenly i started to hear the sounds of violens echoeing around me. Why this made me suddenly realize things is unknown to me.

What was I fighting for?

........

I am fighting for HIM.

I ripp the spear from my chest and force myself up, though bleeding heavilly and in pure pain, i didnt care. I needed to protect him. The one i love. I grab the only weapon i had with me, a rusty bloody iron baseball bat. I approached the angel from behind, my one green eye glowing evilly. I smashed the bat down on her skull then kicked her aside, growling angerly.

"DONT TOUCH HIM........!"

"You pathetic Raven...."

"Im no longer Raven. I have fallen from heaven, thrived within hell....found love, and now is fighing to protect it and make it thrive. Im no longer Raven and i shall no longer go by that name...I am...Wolf"

"He is mine! You will not take from me whats min-"

"STOP TALKING ABOUT HIM AS IF HE IS YOUR PROPERTY!! He is him! You always do that! And it pisses me more then anything! I will fight to free him from your disgusting hold!!"

Now was the right moment. I let my wings spread, my horridly discolored wings. The feathers of my wings were a dark bloody red and black. She scoffed and her wings stood out more.

" Ugly wings....shows you have a ugly heart"

The violens sounded up again and she growls.

"Music huh? you wont have much chance to enjoy it."

"then let it be my requiem"

Hours more of constant battleing. It seemed like it wouldnt end. So much pain....so much agony...but for a worthy cause.  After all this i sent her away for now, but now my whole body was in dismay. As I almost fell back Fox catched me and layed me down, with my head in his lap. He was crying, almost sobbing. I softly reached my hand up to stroke his cheek, trying to whipe his tears away.
"why must you fight? Im not worth fighting over..."
"yes you are."
"Like hell i am! Your....Your hurt! Your bleeding!"
"im fine."
"Like hell you are!! Dont lie to me......"

He started to cry more and i could help but smile.
"Hey....stop that crying....and shuttup and kiss me."

He whiped away his tears and leans down, kissing my lips tenderly.

If he could love such an ugly, beaten up demon like me, if he loved me as much as he does, and if I love him back the same....Then i believe, with all my heart, that the pain is worth fighting for him.

So bring on the pain....Bring it on....I can take it. I will stand strong, I will fight.

Forever and Always.